thoughts.
- lack of posting has been due to running around the city and feeling really creative (more on that another time).
- also, when i'm actually in my apartment, i've been doing some serious redecorating. and if you've been in my room, you'd know that it is a place filled with my favorite things in the world. and after tons of recent ponderings, i decided i needed a change. i have been spending my birthday-monies on buying vintage floral fabrics to put in beautiful picture frames all over my walls and i bought a wildly perfect, floral statement-duvet. it's been a huge process but i think it's starting to come together well.
- summer in manhattan is pretty brutal but fall is on its way.
- with the seasons changing, the entire city changes. winter is my favorite. then fall. then spring and summer. but that order was definitely reversed when i lived in vermont. and out of all of the seasons, i'd probably pick the spring as my overall favorite. it's all relative, of course.
- and speaking of winter, a cozy feeling is: the light pollution when it snows. and the feeling that you're inside still. or at least you're not really outdoors.
- latest love: emmentaler cheese.
- and talking to friends who knew you when you were younger and what you were like five years ago. ten years ago.
- also, reading old diaries and seeing how i used to react to situations. especially at the end of high school/in in the beginning of college. i was so spunky.
- note: be spunkier.
- trying to photograph your hand seems along the same line as listening to a recording your voice on an answering machine.
- i like how jenna, and i have noticed this about her forever, always says "comfortable" pronouncing every syllable. com-for-ta-ble.
- and that i received a lovely card from her today!
